I’m not exactly sure what my current feelings are called right now.Last month, Ive been struggling so hard to fight this feeling . I think I liked the “wrong person”. Why I say wrong because his f***in Married. I’ve tried to push him away, pretend that I don’t care and tried everything to keep him out of my mind and its really true the more you try to forget this person the more you remember him.
I know the fact the he likes me and his been very vocal about it but reality check his taken. I think I liked him already and I don’t want to accept the fact that who I liked is a married man. I’ve never been to such complicated love story but this one is really something new to me and Its confusing me. There’s a part of me saying that I should be able to tell him what I feel about him but it feels so wrong! :-(
So I have this friend of mine who’s always there to give advices and through him I was able to fight the feeling that I felt to the “wrong guy” Sometimes, you get advice from the person you least expect and that’s what exactly he did. He always amazed me. Makes me feel better, comfort me, cheer me up and because of those I found a reason to like him. :-) “I liked this guy”
If there’s one thing that I’m sure of — is the fact that I like him and I’m falling in-love ..
To love is something I was afraid to do but there is something different about him. He made me do something I swore not to do. He made me fall in love with him.
I asked a friend what love is, he told me it’s when you can’t stop thinking of him and when the thought of him makes you smile. When I met him, I told myself, “This must be it.”